21.7.25

I feel like I am hiding, which is fairly true. Why would I not?
I am literally holding on the edge of Jesus' sidsid, Hoping He
would heal me, and all my family completely.
The fact that my child is better in asking and thanking God, 
I feel a bit embarrassed.  
I feel I could not deliver what God demand of me.
Still, I need to trust Him with total confidence 
when He says "Hold on".