It's been a while since I have a major breakdown. It's when I overthink. It's when I panic about the future and its fucking possibilities. I often lash out on Brad for so many reasons, especially on a full moon. I know, right?! I am literally a lunatic. I mean that in the full meaning of being literal. LOL!
I realise, I just need to have an emotional unloading of some sort. And so, K-Drama is the answer. I just need a good cry. A good laugh. A good reflection. A good reminiscence. *sigh* How do I say this... pretty much K-Drama is the answer indeed. LOL!
It takes a lot of my time, though. I may seem to be wasting time, but at least it does not cost like therapy by the hour; at least my inner self is not revealed to a professional stranger who would be telling me stuff I already know. My mind and its thoughts, and my feelings are my own. Ironically, I express so much in here, a virtual infinite space. This blog is my preferred medium these days, rather than a nice expensive notebook.
So okay, K-Drama keeps me sane. I just need time management, stop binge watching. Perhaps watch two episodes a day? And oh by the way, I have created another blog just so I can keep notes on the 'love' I have found in each series. I can discuss them in their entirety, but it will be another blasé K-Drama article. It is like being serve a bowl of fruit salad, and I am just picking the strawberries. Make sense?
Excuse me, I am going to start another series. Maybe one episode before I am off to work in my dreams.
Bye-iii,
sC